The story begin with one day , 20 October 2012 .
i was online , like usual , twitter blog youtube and facebook . while in online , i WhatsApp with my cinta . So background Wa i gambar dia laa . Time WA tu .. my dad saw laa that picture background . and he directly ask me .
" Adik , siapa lelaki gambar tu ? "
i said
" no lah , just frends , if u chat , keluar lah gambar die *padahal sebaliknye* "
again my dad
" Die sekolah mane sekarang ? kolej ke university ke ?" dad pun dah tau sebenarnya i ada bf . so die agak laa that picture was my bf . ok . back to the topic . i jawab pun malas malas , nak mengelak laa katakan , then about 3times he ask the same question finally i answer it
" daddy , actually die mude setahun yah, sekolah lagi , spm lagi , tak habis lagi "
he said
" ohh ye ke ? why muda setahun , not good la adik " see ? why its bad impression for us ?
and i answer
" ayah , die mude setahun pon ok laa yahh , "
and he just senyap .
am i and him will not stay longer ? please dont . i love him very much . he is everything for me . my inspiration . hati dah suka . cinta dah berputik . kami pun bersama . umur ? kami tak fikir umur . hmm. and i tell everything this story to my cinta . kesian dia :( better i tell him about this dari rahsia kan . its for our own sake juga . I DONT WANT break with him . esok 21 October 2012 pula birthday dia , alahai . spoil the mood . please . dear Allah , please help us :'( and now , i just pray for Allah . hope our relationship stay longer and longer . and you guys who read this , i hope you can give me some "semangat" . restu dari parents sangat penting right ? so overall , its depends to my parents . i hope one day , my whole family can accept him fully .
"Dear daddy , i hope you can accept his age that muda setahun dari saya"
thats all .
" sedangkan Siti Khadijah pun lagi tua dari Nabi Muhammad "
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* while im writing this entry , i cry *
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